i hate mondays, tuesdays, wednesdays, thursdays, and half of fridays.
"You are meant to fight. When you are sick, your body fights for its right to function. When you hold your breath, your body fights for its right to breathe. There are billions of tiny events—from the surface of your skin, down to the very cells of your body—that have to happen in order for you to be simply sitting here today. If your most minuscule parts haven’t given up yet,
Why should you?"
my mom once told me that writing your feelings down or drawing them out is very therapeutic and relaxing
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Last night we camped out on a giant disc structure on top of a mountain that overlooks all of Los Angeles county. It was a good night.
"We don’t talk anymore and you don’t seem to care."
I thought maybe if I did more, became even more busy, I literally wouldn’t have time for my mind to start thinking.. Guess not, instead I’m physically exhausted, mentally exhausted and yet can’t sleep cos my mind won’t stop. I really want some good to start happening. I don’t even know how to fix my previous mistakes, I tried.. But I just keep fucking up.
. And the thing is, you don’t care. It’s the same as always, you don’t need me in your life, nor do you want me, and for that I’m sorry, I don’t know what to do anymore.
"Either you run the day or the day runs you."
don’t be too clingy
don’t be such a ‘girl’
be a woman
but be hairless like a child
don’t wear skimpy outfits
don’t be such a ‘slut’
but take it off when i ask
don’t assert yourself
don’t be such a ‘bitch’
be nice to me
but don’t be a fucking doormat
don’t be ignorant
don’t be such a ‘bimbo’
but don’t argue your opinion with me
don’t wear make-up ever
don’t be so ‘insecure’
but don’t complain if i don’t like it
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"Note to self: every time you were convinced you couldn’t go on, you did."